Outgrowing the Giant in my Bedroom


 

When the daylight fades

& the florescent harshness

envelops you both, you see

the steady lines & try to

remember the reasons & how

you were once contented

with cold church steps

& shared cigarettes.

 

You remember how the heap

of clothing you slithered

out of after lunch resembled

a lost hound in a storm.

But you’re no longer

chasing rain dogs.

 

The narrow passageways

in your chest have gotten

tighter, leaving less room.

& when night closes in,

 

you find yourself

remembering how

you felt, but not feeling

how you remember

& all at once

you realize that

 

sometimes love is average,

a tepid beer on a worn bar top.

 


About

Layla Lenhardt has most recently been published in Peeking Cat Poetry's Yearly Anthology, Door is A Jar, Rag Queen Periodical, and the forthcoming Muddy River Poetry Review. She has received an MFA from Western New England College. She is founder and Editor-in-Chief of 1932 Quarterly and, for this fleeting moment, she resides in Indianapolis.